hi!!!

I guess is very common to everyone reach that point of our lifes when everything feels like a dream, but not of those good dreams.I´m talking about the weirdest dreams that you ever had, and sometimes the lucid ones, or that lived nigthmares. What I´m tryining to say, is that I start with this blog because I need to understand what is happening with myself... I guess it could be easier if I just document everything or somenthing like that, because some times I truly feel like if I losing my mind or like if nothing were even real. Sometimes I think I live in my own "TRUMANSHOW". Promise me you´ll keep the secret of all this shxxx... Anyway, here you'll find attempts at poems and short stories, anecdotes, and my general thoughts. And why not, also recommendations for music, movies, books, and a whole lot of complaints. So if you're here reading this, and you're taking the time to read each of these things, let me tell you that I love you (⁠ ⁠˶⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ꁞ⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠˶⁠ ⁠)⁠♡.

viernes, 27 de febrero de 2026

SOOO NEWW!!!111



 "Do you remember what it's like to be happy?"


Well, officially I'm 22 years old, I thought that would be a number that would scare me a lot because of the weight of responsibilities, But to tell you the truth, I don't feel that way.Well, I just realized that my last three birthdays have been great and full of blessings. But in this particular moment, I realized that it had been a long time since I'd felt this happy...

So I'm grateful to whatever governs all that exists for sending me such incredible friends and my beautiful family. The craziest thing of all is knowing that no matter how much I say it...They truly won't know how pure this feeling is. 

I remember the last time I felt like this was in 2022; it's funny because being happy is very similar to being in love. So I just felt in love, but at that time I didn't like anyone and I didn't even know I was capable of falling in love.It was just that feeling and I, later understood that I wasn't in love.I was just very happy and grateful for the mere fact of being alive.

At that time I was in high school, and a friend told me that she felt in love but didn't like anyone at the moment and that confused her. That's when I understood that this experience is actually quite common. I just said, "AAAAHH!!!, the thing is, you're actually happy". She simply replied, "I didn't know I could be this happy."

What I'm trying to say is that I want us all to experience happiness more continuously. It's unreal how normalized we are in not recognizing when we are 100% happy.

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